Wednesday, January 22, 2014

FLAMES ♥



Have you ever heard the child game FLAMES? We used to play this game during my elementary and high school day. All you need to do is get the full name of your crush and your name and select every letter that are similar, then you need to total all of the letters that are similar then total all the result, then count every letter on the "FLAMES" word, The "F" stands for "FRIENDS, "L" for "LOVE", "A" for "ACCEPT", "M" for "MARRIAGE", "E" for ENEMY, and "S" for "SWEET". It's a really cute game and you will be amazed by the outcome, some may satisfied and some are unfortunate. 

Last night, I was playing this game just to ease my curiosity to my crush, The result was LOVE! I did tell it to my crush that I had FLAMES our names, but I lied with the result. I can really feel that he is eager of what the result is but I lied to him, I said the answer was ENEMY which make him laugh and asking if I want to be enemy with him and of course I said NO!

For him it's just like nothing, but for me it is really a GREAT deal! But I realize who I'am to demand his presence, were just friends on Facebook and nothing deeper than that. Aside from that I can really feel that he's onto something with someone which I think I knew (officemate), I realized that I'm the TORN between two lovers! And I don't like it. I hope someday, somehow he is going to realize that I'm HERE and waiting for him. =(

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Rebellious Beauty

So, I have decided to change my hair color again because the blue color is starting to fade out and it gives me "LUMOT" kind of color which is really unpleasant to look. I have tried many ways to extract the blue color out of my hair but everytime I do it just disappoint me. So what I did is I bleach my hair again at my own RISK! Hell yeah! So I bleached my hair again and dyed it with GOLDEN ASH BLONDE and I was really disappointed with the result! it gives me YELLOWISH color instead of a light blonde color. Due to my frustrations I colored my hair again but this time a bit darker and I chose COFFEE BROWN but when I started to rinse my hair it doesn't even look COFFEE BROWN but RED instead! I don't like the color but the red color is more presentable to look than the YELLOWISH. I do really recommend to NOT bleach you hair because it will ruin everything!! LESSON LEARNED 


Saturday, January 11, 2014

Selfie for Bed Weather

Today it is my Day off and I cancelled all of my appointments and schedule for this lovely weather! It's been a long time since I had my "ME TIME". The weather really cooperated to what I have planned, it's raining the whole day which I really like. I watched 3 movies, I ate my favorite chips with my hot choco plus marshmallows! Oh this is LIFE!